The slow slide of ice and snow

[ulysses3_de]

Today is a totally fucked up day, seriously.
I am this close to just giving up and ending it all.

But then again I don't have the nerve to do that, man I wouldn't want to miss all those awesome fics out there.

So today started with me getting up earlier than normal meaning 7.30am, so I could catch the train at 8.30am and head to the library to finish up that stupid Gothic paper.
Everything ok, I sit at the computer in the library and find out that I've just just wasted an hour by simply forgetting my flashdrive with all my work on it.
Fuck the day to hell, I went to collect my second to last certificate and went home, which meant I was home by 11am.
I went straight to work and actually was finished writing by 3.30pm, yay!!
So I went in to University again at 4, arrived at 5pm, printed the paper, created a pdf and sent it to the professor and then walked over to the English lit institute to hand in the printed version.

So who did I ran across? Yep you're right the professor. So I tell him my problem (that he needs to have a look at the paper till Friday, because I need the certificate to sign up for the exams next week).
And he just looks at me and asks me if I believe that he would give me that much time to revise a paper (3 month isn't that long, technically I do have a whole year according to the regulations, but I didn't tell him that).
And I was like "Uhh, hello? You didn't give a timeframe at all!" *argh* I could have killed him right there.
So he was like "Oh you did send me an email, ok then. Are you in on Thursday?"
Me "Ahm, no, but I can be?"
Him "Ok, so be here Thursday around 1pm and I'll see what I can do"

*ARGH* *KILL,KILL* Why do University professors have to be so stupid??

Ah well, then I realised that I havn't payed for my student fees (they where due mid February), so I went online and did some online banking *g*

Then when I came home at 7 it had snowed in a rough 10 to 15 mile radius around my hometown. But it wasn't the nice kinda snow it was more water than anything, like sludge.
Walking the 10 minutes from the train station to my apartment meant I had a swimming pool in my shoes.

And now I should actually go through those spark notes on O'Neill, Williams, Shepard and Wilder, but I don't want to.

*Is off to watch Stargate - the Ark of Truth*

Comments

[angieobsessed.livejournal.com]

sounds like an awesome day. *sarcasm*

[ulysses3-de.livejournal.com]

Oh yes, it was a really awesome day!! ;)

No really, it wasn't that bad at all, but you perceive it as much worse than it actually is, because it all happened at once.

[angieobsessed.livejournal.com]

Ich schätze mal es kommt auf die Einstellung drauf an. Einerseits kommt ses einem so vor als wenn man den besten Tag hat und dann kanns aber auch der schlechteste überhaupt sein. es klang nitht so schlecht aber auch nicht grad super.

ich hoff alles geht gut mit der Arbeit.

[ulysses3-de.livejournal.com]

Stimmt, Einstellung spielt eine große Rolle. Wenn alles auf einmal passiert kann man es mit Humor nehmen, oder aber völlig "ausrasten". Ich war irgendwo zwischen drin.

Ich hoffe auch mal, dass alles mit der Arbeit klappt. Inzwischen ist es mir sogar egal, was für eine Note ich bekomme, hauptsache ich hab bestanden. Vor allem weil ich von Professoren sowieso immer schlechter benotet werde als von Dozenten. Warum auch immer.